You go over each emotion and try to give it words.
You try to justify yourself.
You want to explain.
You secretly wish your silence could be understood. You wish your thoughts transfer to the other person on their own with the true right meaning.
Fight goes on.
Because wishes too require action.
And action takes efforts.
And efforts take courage.
And courage takes heart-mind sync.
I am hoping.
I am waiting.
I am struggling.