Friday, October 31, 2014

It can only be a dream.

Yes this is a Dream. 
Dream I am living. 
Dream that I am dreading will end soon & throw me back in the hands of reality. 
To be tossed & turned ... To be shaken... To be shattered into million pieces. 
It can only be a dream....
Dream which gives hope. 
Dream which is showering love. 
Dream where you hold my hand & tell me Everything will be ok. 
Dream where you are walking besides me on this rough road. 
Dream where I am air & you are the musician...playing the most melodious tunes for me to flow freely & dance...
Dream where true love is all that matters. 
Dream where each other's presence is what gives life. 

Yes ... It can only be a dream. 

You might have loved me, if you had known me. If you had ever known my mind. If you would have walked through my dreams and memories. Who knows what treasures you might have found. Yes, you might have loved me. If you had only taken the time.”


While walking on an unknown path
Looking nowhere 
I seek you i search you

While living in the strange world
Breathing just enough
I heart you i inhale you

While trying to forget it all
Holding tight few
I cherish you i nourish you

While seeping in my own tears 
Crying nomore
I catch you I carry you

While drifting into the dreamworld
Hoping nomore
I hold you i treasure you

While forgetting this life
Living nomore
I live you i love you


© 2014 Life Begins. Please DO NOT COPY.

If you are interested in more poetry here - here is the link

Thursday, October 30, 2014

Letter to the friendliest person you know (Letter - 7)

Dear friend.."S"

I don't think I ever wrote any letter to you...not even an email. But today i want to... For reasons unknown & for thoughts popping up.

We have known each other for roughly 17-18 yrs now and shared sorrows & happiness. During all these years we have been in touch off and on.We have been close but then lost touch completely for yrs and then got back in touch only to begin where we left. The gap was never felt even if its was years long each time. And that has only been possible because of your super sweet friendly aura.

I remember your smiling face along with your super sharp memory. Your humane nature, your always helping attitude, your spiritual strengths and your belief in kindness.

The affection & kindness you still shower me with is beyond measure. 

We haven't seen each other for almost 13 yrs now yet it doesn't feel so. 

You amaze me with things like still having my comb from 13 yrs ago, remembering my choice of sari ....telling your kids about me as their masi. :) and many more. 

I sincerely thank you for the care & comfort you gave me through your words in time of need. Your belief in my strengths helped me deal with tough times. 

Thanks - today & always!


Monday, October 27, 2014

Reminders for self

“Act happy, feel happy, be happy, without a reason in the world. Then you can love, and do what you will.”

“If you don't get what you want, you suffer; if you get what you don't want, you suffer; even when you get exactly what you want, you still suffer because you can't hold on to it forever. Your mind is your predicament. It wants to be free of change. Free of pain, free of the obligations of life and death. But change is a law, and no amount of pretending will alter that reality.” ~Dan millman
“When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny.” ~Paulo Coelho

Sunday, October 26, 2014

I Wish

“This is my wish for you: 
Comfort on difficult days, 
smiles when sadness intrudes, 
rainbows to follow the clouds, 
laughter to kiss your lips, 
sunsets to warm your heart, 
hugs when spirits sag, 
beauty for your eyes to see, 
friendships to brighten your being, 
faith so that you can believe, 
confidence for when you doubt, 
courage to know yourself, 
patience to accept the truth, 
Love to complete your life.”

Disclaimer : Even though it says exactly what i have in mind and wish for yet this is not written and composed by me.  If you claim its written by you and want it to be removed or add credits - I would be happy to do so. 

Saturday, October 25, 2014

The thoughtful night

The deep slumper night
Crossing darkness was a fight
Tossed n turned a million times over
Nothing was setting it right
Thoughts rushed allover
Ending into a jigsaw puzzle
The pieces unmatached
And the story got nowhere
The fight of finding oneself
Overtook the creation of self
In the gentle stillness of night
The pain took over 
Many questions asked
Many answers searched
This restless heart pounded hard
Reconciling sorrows

Yet keeping the faith
Pray and be free
Hope and be braver
Trust and Love calmly ...

And this too shall pass!! 

Friday, October 24, 2014

Kya Tum Bhi?

Kya Tum Bhi ?

Shaam Ki Dehleez Pe
Aas ka Deep jalatay Ho,


Kisi Aawara Patte ki Aahat Par
Darwaze ki Taraf Bhaage Jatay ho,

Kya Tum Bhi ?

Dard Chupane Ki Koshish karte karte
Aksar Thak se jatay ho

Aur bina Wajah muskuratay ho

Kya Tum Bhi ?

Neend se pehle palkon per
dhairon khwab sjatay ho

ya phir bister per lait kar 
rote rote so jatay ho

Kya Tum Bhi? 


Forever n ever

This needs to be saved and said forever n ever. 
Love this from - The Fault in our Stars (John Green)

A dream. A wish.

Festivals. Celebrations. Happiness. Sharing. Caring. Loving. 
Thats the spirit of the season. 
The sparkle of lights
And chill in air
Makes a perfect atmosphere to feel cozy
And share smiles with your loved ones. 

Distance can be a big dampner at such times. It has been for many years now and was no different this season.  

This time it felt even emptier than ever. 

But then step in some God sent divine souls. 
They make you smile. They make you laugh. They make you forget about mundane life. They listen. They shower love. They make life seem like a celebration. No distance, no gap, no mode, nothing becomes a hinderance. 
They stay with you when the world seems aloof. They give you the perfect peppy talk without overdoing it to the level of preaching. They give you memories to last forever. They give to enough reasons to smile & be thankful. 

How this sounds like a dream world! But its as true as these falling rain drops, as the hide n seek that the sun is playing, as the fluffy clouds are floating around freely! 
It is not just a moment. Its an experience. It can only be felt ... With a true open heart. 

As with every ray of light there looms the fear of dark clouds covering it up, so is the fear in this heart. This heart is scared to think this might just be a passing phase. This soul is petrified of being left alone soon again. This mind reckons this dream would end as soon as i open my eyes. 

So i let out this wish in this universe... 

O universe - please let these soulful content moments become days, days become weeks and weeks become years and years....let it be a Never ending dream !!

Tuesday, October 7, 2014

Letter to Someone You miss the most (Letter - 6)

My dear dear dear "P"

You have been a part of my life for pretty much whole of it. We developed this bond of ours over the years and it has only gone stronger. I think that's how it is in every such relationship.

I look forward to talking to you. I look forward to your mail or call.

You are younger than me but my strongest support each time I am in a dip and need a push to stand up again. You are much more stable in your thoughts and stronger in dealing with life's challenges. I admire you for that.

Sometimes I sit and wonder how did you turn out like that. How do you do it!
I know you have your own share of worries to deal with...but its rarely that I see you feeling so down and negative. I love your positivity.

Your hardworking attitude and "You can do it" will is obvious. No wonder that inspite of being the youngest of us you have emerged as the best! There is not second thought about that.

I must confess that sometimes I am envious of you for being so sorted and maintaining a stable head on your shoulders. For never giving up in any situation. For being there for everyone always.

You are an excellent wife, a truly loving mom, a wonderful daughter and daughter-in-law.....and THE BEST sister on  can ask for.

Stay blessed, Stay Happy, Keep Smiling!

I Miss You!!
I Miss chatting with you....just talking about anything under the sun.  I Miss going out for shopping together with you. I Miss cooking together and sharing recipes ... I Miss Having non stop discussion through the night. I Miss sharing clothes, sharing makeup, sharing jewellery....

I Miss seeing our kids bond and become like best friends.

I Miss a lot....every day, every moment!

I Miss YOU!

Lots of love always