Thursday, December 14, 2017


Ever heard of the heartache
That is felt in the bones
Or that choking
Felt in the stomach
That tear the skin.
Or Tiredness
Felt in soul
And Exhaustion
In the brain!

How do i let go!

Thursday, December 7, 2017

Time for change

“It is not the strongest who survives, neither the smartest,
but the one who copes best with changes”.


Thursday, July 6, 2017


And wonder
What, Why...
of life
Of relationships
Of thoughts shared
and those not said
Of emotions felt
Of dreams stitched
Of hopes
and of fears
Of giving up
Or waiting just a little more
Of  letting go
Or trying once more
Questions not asked
Answers that will never come

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

Bhuul gaye

Khud se milna milana bhul gae

ḳhud se milnā milānā bhuul ga.e
log apnā Thikānā bhuul ga.e
rañg hī se fareb khāte raheñ
ḳhushbueñ āzmānā bhuul ga.e
tere jaate hī ye huā mahsūs
aa.ine jagmagānā bhuul ga.e
jaane kis haal meñ haiñ kaise haiñ
ham jinheñ yaad aanā bhuul ga.e
paar utar to ga.e sabhī lekin
sāhiloñ par ḳhazāna bhuul ga.e
dostī bandagī vafā-o-ḳhulūs
ham ye sham.eñ jalānā bhuul ga.e

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Wednesday, June 7, 2017


We all deal with stress often. Anxiety. Restless. Depression. Stress. All these and more. 

Vexking gives a quick solution to relax yourself. 
Tried and Tested. 
Go read on...

Tuesday, June 6, 2017


“When it comes to my memory there are three categories: things I want to forget, things I can’t forget, and things I forgot I’d forgotten until I remember them.”

Excerpt From: Ahern, Cecelia. “The Marble Collector.” 

"Things we want to forget"
Are we able to forget things we really want to forget?
Are we able to forget things when we want to?
Doesn't it work opposite?
The more you want to forget something the more it haunts you. The more you want to lock things away in a corner the more they keep popping up in front of you. And in most instances - in the least expected situations, in the most unlikely moments and more often than not from people you would never expect it. It doesn't make it simpler that these are often the most painful things of life.

Ah - Universe and its mysteries!

"Things we can't forget"
Anything which involves deep emotional connect can't be wiped off. Never.

"Things I forgot I’d forgotten until I remember them"
These are usually the good things. Surprise?!? The good happy memories we want to savor every day. The things that keep us going. The things that bring hope. We keep shrugging these away and covering up with the sad ones but NO - we cannot forget them. Universe reminds us of them from time to time. The not-so-positive people like me always give highest attention to the sadness inflicting things. Yet i am reminded of the few happy ones. I can't forget those. I don't want to either.

Tuesday, May 16, 2017


Some songs which trigger a truckload of emotions and memories.
Thanks Mom for giving me this life. 

Tuesday, May 2, 2017


kyun ruk sa jata hai kabhi kabhi
guzarta waqt
kyun neend aate aate
gayab si ho jati hai kabhi
kyun haathon kee lakeerein
badli badli nazar aatii hein
kyun saath dene wala saaya
saath chor deta hai kabhi
kyun nazar nahi aata chehra
apne hee aaine mein
kyun haath chor dete hein
saath dene ka waada karne wale
kyun raasta achanak
anjaan sa ho jata hai
kyun apne ik din
praaye se lagne lagte hein
kyun apne hee dil tootne
kee awaaz sunayi nahin deti
kyun awaaz bhi pareshan karti hai
aur sannata bhi
kyun sabke beech bhi
akele ho jaate hein hum
kyun sawaal anginat
aur jawab koi nahi...

Saturday, April 22, 2017


 Jiye ja rahe hein
Teri yaadon mein aise
 Aur jaan liye jaaye
 Tujhe yaad karna
 Kinara karun
 Ya tajurba dobara
 Yeh dil na hee jaane
 Na saansein sambhalein
 Isse dard bolun
 Ya dil kee gehrayi
 Aakhon se jo yun
 Chalke ja raha hai
 Tujhe yaad karun
 Ya yaadein sambhalun
 Na jaane ban gayi
 Kab yeh aadat hamari
 Tu ik baar aaja
 Nayi yaadein bana ja
 Kuch apni suna ja
 Kuch hamari tu sun ja
 Har saans ko yun hee
 Chala lengay hum phir
 Tu hasna sikha ja
 Thoda jeena sikha ja
 Bas ik baar aaja
 Tu ik baar aaja

Thursday, April 20, 2017


We humans are so prone to letting everything affect us more than we can ask for. We let other people affect us too  deeply. We are afraid to move on. We get stuck. Sometimes we forget that there are way more pages in this book of life. We must flip over to next one. We cannot keep reading the same chapter over and over again and let is continue affecting us. Past cannot be changed or corrected. We need to let it be.

And Why do we feel sorry for things that bring us both happiness and sadness. Yes - it's possible!! Love!!! One of those! Well...!! Let it be. Sorry for feeling happy? Sorry for being loved? Or sorry for loving too much? Sorry for feeling sad for not accepting it? Whatever!!!

We are constantly wondering what is right and what is wrong. Analysing.
Stress, unhappiness, overthinking- they all kill us slowly. Me - for sure!!!!!

May be all we need is - for a while - don't think. Don't imagine. Don't wonder. Just Breathe.


Thursday, April 13, 2017

One word

Everything about life in ONE word!!


never ending or changing.

"deep caves in perpetual darkness"

everlasting, never-ending, eternal, permanent, unending, endless, without end, lasting, long-lasting, constant, abiding, enduring, perennial, timeless, ageless, deathless, undying, immortal; unfailing, unchanging, never-changing, changeless, unvarying, unfading, invariable, immutable, indissoluble, indestructible, imperishable; raresempiternal, perdurable

Friday, April 7, 2017

kya hua kab hua

tujhe yaad kar kar hum yun hue
na saans aaye na hee dil chale
yun hee aankh beh beh kuch kahe
na subah ho na hee din dhale
yun ajnabi se kab hue
dooriyan kab yun aise hue
zara soch ae mere humsafar
kyun faasle aise badd chale
kaise rah yeh anjaan hue
kaise rishte praaye ho chale

© 2017 Life Begins. Please DO NOT COPY

Friday, March 24, 2017


Kya uljhi see hai tumhari bhi ruh
bin maksad, anjaani see
kya dekhte ho tum bhi aati jaani duniya ko
khamosh, bin josh
Kya likhna chahte ho tum bhi
badlon pe apni kahaani
Ik nayi khaani shuru aur ik khatam
aur iss beech mein guzri zindagi..
Kya tum bhi uske maayne dhoondte ho
Bin jaane, bin soche...
kya tum bhi bin alfaaz reh jaate ho

Aao mil bethay aaj dost banke!
saaz baaz karein iss ruh ko
kuch tum jaano
kuch hum pehchaane...!

© 2017 Life Begins. Please DO NOT COPY

Thursday, March 23, 2017

How to feel time - Write!!

How to feel time - Write!!

The statement above popped up on my Instagram stories. (Sorry i did't even notice who had posted it :( I got focused on reading)

In the tiniest of corners
hiding from the time
I lay and wonder
Was it worth a dime
Time moved on
and so did people
Years and years of
gaining and losing
Yet Keeping close
and holding on..
Never Letting go
just carrying on..
The struggle goes on
While the shine is long gone
In the tiniest of corners
I lay and wonder...

© 2017 Life Begins. Please DO NOT COPY

Saturday, March 18, 2017


"...I am caught between a strong mind and a fragile heart"

It's a very tough place to be in. It hurts like hell and you can only get it if you experience it. No it has nothing to do with anyone else's presence or absence in life. It's like chasing something you are not even sure exists. It's like trying to hold tight some fragrant air. It's like constantly fighting with yourself. 

Longing for something which is far from existence. Love so strong and deep that it doesn't let you sleep. The fear of falling asleep and dreaming... 
Dreaming of nothingness! 

Strong mind keeps pulling you back with all the reasoning and facts. Heart makes you cry and it makes you laugh and at times it makes you embarrass yourself. Its a continuous tug of war. 

In all this, I struggle to find my own moment where none of this matters. Why am i obligated to sit back and smile and let everything happening around pile up on me. 

Perhaps the problem is not in the depth of love i feel. Its having no control over the intensity of the feeling and no control over who and what i feel that for!

How should i spend my life? Doubting? Questioning? Regretting? Hating? Loving? Braving it all? Ignoring? Letting go? 

I know I don't want to get stuck. So i will live on. I know it will get exhausting at times. I would still feel like giving up and will just lie down. But i know i will rise. The love will stay. And the love - however tough & heavy it keeps getting - will keep me alive. 

Monday, March 6, 2017


I wonder - often - if I am the only one feeling a certain way - and that too so strongly.
I choose to believe - I am not the only one. 

Like that feeling of missing someone or something. Missing so strongly that you want to scream your heart out. I don't know if any pain is involved in that emotion. Its just blank. Probably that void is what makes it worse. 

It's that extremely powerful desire to be somewhere or with someone. Perhaps its just that longing for it of being at a certain place or with someone close.

I wrote this few days back. And The feeling hasn't ceased to exist as yet. And i have no further words to write. So I will leave it at this.

Thursday, February 9, 2017

Tu jaaney na...

Album - Jhoom

Tu jaanay na, mere dil ki baatein
Hai tu kahaan, chandani hai raatein

Tu jaanay na, mere dil ki baatein
Hai tu kahaan, chandani hai raatein

Sara jag jaane hai, tu hi na maane hai
Sara jag jaane hai, tu hi na maane hai
Mere dil ki zubaan

Jaane na, jaane na, jaane na, jaane na,

Tu jaanay na, mere dil ki baatein
Raat bhar betha main sochu yahin
Meri zindagi mein tu hai ki nahi

Teri yaad aati hai, dil ko satati hai
Teri yaad aati hai, dil ko satati hai
Ab jaaun main kahaan…
Jaanu na, jaanu na, jaanu na, jaanu na

Tu jaanay na, mere dil ki baatein

Lage sara jag soona soona mujhe
Tere bina zindagi kategi kaise
Lage sara jag soona soona mujhe
Tere bina zindagi kategi kaise
Ab aaja piya na jaye jiya
Ab aaja piya na jaye jiya
Mujhe le chal tu apne jahaan

Jaanu na, jaanu na, jaanu na, jaanu na

Tu jaanay na, mere dil ki baatein
Hai tu kahaan chandani hai raatein

Sara jag jaane hai, tu hi na maane hai
Sara jag jaane hai, tu hi na maane hai
Mere dil ki zubaan…

Jaane na, jaane na, jaane na, jaane na
Jaane na, jaane na, jaane na, jaane na

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Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had—the same boring flaws and anxieties you’ve been gnawing on for years, which leaves them soggy and tasteless and inert, with nothing interesting left to think about, nothing left to do but spit them out and wander off to the backyard, ready to dig up some fresher pain you might have buried long ago.

Whats in your head?

Monsters don't sleep under your bed, they reside in your head. 

Monday, January 2, 2017


Saudade is a word that came from Portuguese, Galician and Spanish. It best describes a deep emotional state of nostalgia and melancholy. It is the extreme longing for an absent something or someone you love. Additionally, saudade usually often carries a repressed knowledge and worries that someone or something may never return.
 "Memory of something with a strong desire for it."