Beyond words

Because there comes a time when you have countless things to say but you go quiet. Nothing comes out. Your heart and your mind struggle to say it all- some anger, some happiness, some disappointment and some love. To tell it all in one go. But no words form. You are left with that struggle in your head. 

You go over each emotion and try to give it words. 

In vain. 

You try to justify yourself. 

Reaching nowhere. 

You want to explain. 

Fail.

You secretly wish your silence could be understood. You wish your thoughts transfer to the other person on their own with the true right meaning. 

Fight goes on. 

Because wishes too require action. 

And action takes efforts. 

And efforts take courage. 

And courage takes heart-mind sync. 

I am hoping. 

I am waiting. 

I am struggling.